Sunday, June 25 @ 11:01 AM
hmm.. yesterday's sermon was great! heh.. and sam was first time
not late.. haha.. k la.. dont say u le la.. lol..
kk.. back to yesterday's sermon.. (: yup. i wanna be a blessing to e people around me.. n.. getting angry with people is not my purpose for living in this world. i cant be angry with her forever rite? furthermore i said wad i really felt to her yesterday. n i wanna trust her again. actually i wanted to test her to see if she would tell me dat she told someone about my 'secret'.. she denied. and i was actually quite sad, didnt have e courage to go on talking to her n solving e problem. but i kept tinking about e sermon.. to be a blessing to others, i have to trust them n to gain their trust too. n i asked for faith dat god will give me e courage. actually.. forgiving someone can b easy but its difficult to forget wad they did to u. dis often happens to me.. i can say i forgive.. n really try.. but its still inside n in e end its back to square one. being angry with someone is really tiring. who likes to be angry anyway? and after yesterday's talk.. i hope she didnt blame me for being angry with her.. for blaming her. n i thot.. did it really matters who was right n who was rong? and who should be e one to apologise or start e talk first? does it
really matters? life is short. i believe god place every single person around me or a reason. so i wanna treasure them, imagine losing them the next second? Y not save every precious second loving them than getting mad at them?
